another crap again….

I’ve been looking of changing my way of writing n searching for a good topic to publish another post after my long absence from world of blogging. however, after a few hours reading n browsing the internet to get some idea, i just dont know. there r tonnes of things i want to burst out but i dont know where to start. So, i decided to write it in point form. so here they are :

1. I love to be in holiday.to be absence from the hectic way of life. yet, i discover that i cannot spend my time at home for more than 2 weeks. or else, the symptom of grumpiness will slowly appear within myself n once its about the time for the volcano eruption, pls….stay away from me. wakaka. although im 18 n almost reach 19, i still searching for the best method to control my temper. The interesting part is, this syndrom only occur when im at home and not at other places.so, pity my family to have me as one of their family members. agagaga…so, to prevent any argument, i will usually locked myself in my room which then leads to the second problem.

2. once i locked myself in the room, i will usually online, browsing to some cool websites or IM or sleep.If those therapy of mine wudnt work out, i’ll usually find a fren to talk to. n this time, pity to those who be my victim to listen of me talking crap. ahaha.

3. before this, shopping is one of my therapy, but recently i found out it doesnt work at all. i wasnt enjoy shopping as i did before. shopping wont release my endorphines anymore. huhu. yet, i wud take it as a positive way coz i can start saving now. saving some capital for my future pharmcacy. ecece.

4. recently im suffering from a ‘disease’ which i dont have any mood to have any social interaction. i dont reply sms n rarely IM with my fren unless they buzz me first.even i dont have any feeling of hanging out. n this is so not me. some part of me feel some kind of peace but some part of me feel terribly disaster. so lonely like i was stranded in an unknown planet.

wait…i guess im just talking crap again. i need a momentum to bring about a gud topic.hey, idea! where art thou? wait til my next post la. adeihl….

7 Responses to “another crap again….”

  1. mE-fARhah Says:

    oyt..ape ar ko nie..huk2..takde idea ek??gle r..g main dota r..hahhaha

  2. NINE Says:

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  3. AnNA Says:

    weh sorry about last night. i didn’t message you right? i got some function last night. oh well, these crappiness thing will actually fade away. trust me. ^_^

  4. Ateqs Says:

    kalau retail therapy doesn’t work, i suggest exercise. not only does it realease endorphines, it also helps to keep fit! :D
    keep ur chin up!

  5. Farah Hanani Says:

    effects of holiday–lethargy

  6. lisa Says:

    i think i am an alcoholic and i just want to talk to somebody to help me, to just listen to me

  7. lisa Says:

    please talk to me

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